11/13/09

lol this is weird but i felt like this is the best way to get things off of my chest. It seem like i can talk to anyone anymore. Im afraid of trusting and how would they react to my opinions. I always look happy and all but really i feel like shit i feel like a loner. I lost a lot but held in all the pain that i could show by being someone thats over powering. TOO MANY people took advantage of me being nice that now when they look at me they notice i am a bitch. Im not to ashame to admit my wrong when i am. I feel all those people who call me certain name dont realize they doing the same shit as what they call me. I am a nice person i believe i am i never hated them people they made me couldnt stand them. all i know dont step in my path because i will bring you down.